Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Emotionally handicapped

I identify myself as an emotionally challenged person. Now that should explain a lot to most of the people who know me but let me make it clear to myself what actually i mean when i say i am emotionally challenged:
- I refuse to have any drama in my life. No way.
- I refuse to accept that there could be any reason any other person could be having a drama in his/her life.
- I try to keep away from the dramas even the people whom i consider close to me. I just listen and that's the maximum that i could be doing for them. Though that might seem really rude, in my defense i love them and i could do anything that i could possibly do for them but to actually get involved in the drama is what fightens me the most and my first reaction is to run away from that place.
- Anything that hurts me i stash it away sooner than it can realise its full potential and do the damage. I am actually proud of that one.

All these lead to a happier life. I tell you they do because I am happy( well reasonably).
But is that really okay ?
Am i missing something?
Well that's the question that has been bothering me for a while and i intend to get closer to the answer soon.