Emotionally handicapped

I identify myself as an emotionally challenged person. Now that should explain a lot to most of the people who know me but let me make it clear to myself what actually i mean when i say i am emotionally challenged:
- I refuse to have any drama in my life. No way.
- I refuse to accept that there could be any reason any other person could be having a drama in his/her life.
- I try to keep away from the dramas even the people whom i consider close to me. I just listen and that's the maximum that i could be doing for them. Though that might seem really rude, in my defense i love them and i could do anything that i could possibly do for them but to actually get involved in the drama is what fightens me the most and my first reaction is to run away from that place.
- Anything that hurts me i stash it away sooner than it can realise its full potential and do the damage. I am actually proud of that one.

All these lead to a happier life. I tell you they do because I am happy( well reasonably).
But is that really okay ?
Am i missing something?
Well that's the question that has been bothering me for a while and i intend to get closer to the answer soon.

halloween 2009

cute little kids dressed in their halloween costumes are parading outside and here i am sitting in front of my Boggle code staring at it endlessly hoping it would debug by itself. Sad but its much better than the guilt pangs that i would have if i don't do the coding now.

The chemistry I shared

The complete title shud be going like " the chemistry i shared with pratyu", but i thought the incomplete one would arouse more curiosity. here i am sitting in a bt lab at 5 in the morning ...typing away this post...with latex gloves on my hands . I had been doing a few basic inorganic reactions with pratyu. She had this 24 hr experiment to do with samples to be collected once every 2 hrs ..So here i am giving her company in her lab and supposed to be reading up for my btp... you could call this fourth year joblessness....Anyways thats how the night went ...with the green, blue precipitates of Cu, Co etc etc......