My blog consists mostly of just drafts. Thoughts of mine which I am just too embarrassed to share. What's the point of having a blog then. I am what I am and this is what I think. So here come the drafts:
Reasons to tie the knot:
We debate why do it? and never come to a conclusion.
'Coz its happier. Is it really?
Why do marriages in India work more than that in the US? Do they really?Aren't most of the people really unhappy most of the time or are they really happy?
In "non-arranged" marriages , when people marry for "love". Are they really marrying for love? or are they fooling themsleves?
Is companionship synonymous with love? If not, why not?
When making bad decisions is no longer acceptable:
Bad decisions lead to good learning experiences. But the learning experiences need to stop at some point. At the very least as a continuous sequence. I want to make a good decision for a change now and see it bear fruit.
I am scared. I am scared I am not doing the right thing. I am scared for most of the time. But there are a few moments which are just beautiful.
It is time:
When I think it was better for me that it happened, I love you.
When I think I would have been better off with out it, I hate you.
No matter what, you will always be someone special . Good luck and good bye!
Candid Moments:
Once in a while I keep thinking I should quit doing my PhD and then without even me seeking out, some talk with some person happens in the lab and I stay on. The talk with the Brian Jo one summer night and the one with Carlos tonight.
Carlos : Research is something that cannot be not learnt.
Brian Jo : Even if I were I were in the industry, this is what I would find myself doing in the night. So why not do it full time.
I really like these people.
Happily Married Li(f)e:
I guess it is just full of questions.
Is it worth analyzing is the first question? Yes. I love my Family. Yeah, I used to fight with my sister all the time when I was a kid but I love her none the less. I never want anything bad happening to her. I love my parents. They love me unconditionally even though I am sure they hated me at some moments when I was a child and might hate me in the future when they realize that I haven't exactly stuck to the family norms.
Happy being unhappy:
I think I have gone too used to being unhappy or thinking that I am unhappy that I think I am unhappy when I am not unhappy. I just typed the above sentence without erasing a single line and its amazing how I haven't used the word happy even once. Show's my affinity towards being unhappy?
It might be hard to believe from what I just typed above but really, I am a happy person. Or should I say, anything but an unhappy person.
Reasons to tie the knot:
We debate why do it? and never come to a conclusion.
'Coz its happier. Is it really?
Why do marriages in India work more than that in the US? Do they really?Aren't most of the people really unhappy most of the time or are they really happy?
In "non-arranged" marriages , when people marry for "love". Are they really marrying for love? or are they fooling themsleves?
Is companionship synonymous with love? If not, why not?
When making bad decisions is no longer acceptable:
Bad decisions lead to good learning experiences. But the learning experiences need to stop at some point. At the very least as a continuous sequence. I want to make a good decision for a change now and see it bear fruit.
I am scared. I am scared I am not doing the right thing. I am scared for most of the time. But there are a few moments which are just beautiful.
It is time:
When I think it was better for me that it happened, I love you.
When I think I would have been better off with out it, I hate you.
No matter what, you will always be someone special . Good luck and good bye!
Candid Moments:
Once in a while I keep thinking I should quit doing my PhD and then without even me seeking out, some talk with some person happens in the lab and I stay on. The talk with the Brian Jo one summer night and the one with Carlos tonight.
Carlos : Research is something that cannot be not learnt.
Brian Jo : Even if I were I were in the industry, this is what I would find myself doing in the night. So why not do it full time.
I really like these people.
Happily Married Li(f)e:
I guess it is just full of questions.
Is it worth analyzing is the first question? Yes. I love my Family. Yeah, I used to fight with my sister all the time when I was a kid but I love her none the less. I never want anything bad happening to her. I love my parents. They love me unconditionally even though I am sure they hated me at some moments when I was a child and might hate me in the future when they realize that I haven't exactly stuck to the family norms.
Happy being unhappy:
I think I have gone too used to being unhappy or thinking that I am unhappy that I think I am unhappy when I am not unhappy. I just typed the above sentence without erasing a single line and its amazing how I haven't used the word happy even once. Show's my affinity towards being unhappy?
It might be hard to believe from what I just typed above but really, I am a happy person. Or should I say, anything but an unhappy person.
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